im trying to assumed him as a friend. A friend who has has had such and impact into my life. he is one of the few people in this world that I trust completely. I can't imagine this world without him. I don't want to think about this world without him. Even now he just a friend but I hope someday I wont much of a crier ... well except today when I keep starting to cry I have never felt so alone as I’m losing this person who is so very important to me.