im awake and directly check phone and pc, still no calls, no messages, no chat. i just found his tweet which still felling better although he had conversation with me. im tryin to follow ur rules.although this completely torture me. its not easy for me to walking on some road we had been past, everyday. its totally not easy when i really wanna talk to friends, family or somebody who understand me about this but no one. somebody to cheers me up. somebody to accompanies me when im feel alone. i dont feel it even one. i just tryin to cheering up my self. but i cant found the way to. i want pray to God but this mens makes me cant to do it now. now im ust found one way that i always use in this situation. jogging. maybe i will do that in not the same place we always been. i will do it after this post. but im still hope u comes 3-|